My blogging has been sporadic lately. Its seems to be much like a barometer, indicating the place my state of mind is at the moment. With the major changes in my life these past few months my emotional state is quite changeable and I can be much like a bi-polar person, swinging from the depths of depression one day to the top-of-the-mountain the next. I'm never sure exactly where I'll be because the slightest thing can send me spinning in one direction or another.
I long for stability in my life but I'm not sure I'm going to get it for awhile. Stability is one of those elusive things that come with "normalcy" and schedules, neither of which I have right now. I think I'm making progress....and then something unexpected happens and the progress goes out the window. But I know I'm resilient and I know I will eventually return to some kind of "normal". It may not be the one I'm longing for, but it will come one way or another. It has to, doesn't it?
Well, the bottom line is I shall continue m,y quest to blog every day and use this space as my therapy when I need to. But when and if I'm not here, I think its safe to say there are reasons. And most anyone can probably guess what they are. I won't bother blogging when the top of the mountai
n seems far off because no one wants to hear whining and complaints. But when the mountain gets closer, I'll be back.