D-Day (B-Day?)

Today is D-day and by the time anyone reads this I'll be at Southampton Hospital for my long day of surgery. I've been waiting far too long for this day to arrive but now that it's here I'm nervous and anxious and really want to get it all over with. I want to get to the next page in this chapter of my life - I'm ready to see the plot unfold and figure out where we're going from here. And I'm also anxious to get on with the healing process. I'm not one for sitting around and I think the next few weeks will be agonizingly boring. But - we do what we need to do in life and this is my destiny for the moment so I'm ready for it.

I'm going to try to schedule enough blog entries to get me through my time in the hospital since I have no idea if I'll be able to use my laptop there or not - I imagine not! So there will be new entries every day but they're already written . I'll have plenty of good material to blog about when I do get back to my computer! Hospitals are pretty rich in amusing things to talk about!

I'm totally a peace as I head in to this surgery. I know whatever happens I'm in God's hands and there is no place I'd rather be. Hopefully, when you're reading this, I will be peacefully sleeping through the day. Now if only I could sleep through the next few weeks, that would be really nice...